Frustration.

Urgh.  Thank goodness for the fact that I no longer get maniacally depressed as I did before I discovered the miracles of vitamin B6.

It's currently 4:58AM as I write this and I'm tearing my hair out as it seems I've run into a dead end in many respects.  Making the changeover from Andrew-to-Andy (it's been about a month now since I've begun to switch everything over) is harder than I thought it would be and it seems I've no other option than to press-on.

Earlier, yesterday morning, I talked to a wonderful girl (who shall remain unnamed here) who made me feel much better.  She's got the sweetest voice, I swear, and in a sense, I'm glad the things that happened to her happened, and I hope the things that are going to happen to her do.

Some of the things on my mind right now:

My event-- a venue still hasn't been secured, which is starting to worry me greatly.  Calls going-unanswered, people turning out to be-flakes.  It kinda sucks to know that I'm taking all the pressure-- as well as all the blame.  But at least (hopefully) in the end I get all the credit.

The Andrew-to-Andy Re-branding-- far too few people know, and at this point, I really need some guidance as to what I should do.  Bradtastic, help!!

$$$-- Shows are trickling in all-too-slowly.  I'm sure there's money to be made in any of the many fields I'm involved in, but I really need to get my head on straight before my bank account runs dry. 
Good thing about my situation-- plenty of time to pursue various fields.  I make my money in large chunks.  Bad thing about my situation-- the money comes in sporadically, and it's scary not knowing when the next check's gonna come.

I really wish things would come together soon.  All I have right now is the faith others have put in me, and it's really the only thing that's keeping me going at this point.  I really don't know how much longer I can keep this up.